if you’re thinking that we’ve not yet lost us, that’s up to you. but one thing that I definitely know, you’ve lost too much of me. ‘We’ll find a way to work this out tgt.’ I said this last time. but apparently nope, our souls no longer inhibit the same body, yours is leaving and mine is still stuck there tryna get you back in. yet, I am the one who has been your backbone, giving you the unlimited support that you need. but where’s my share?

‘PLS try not to think so much cause that’s what’s killing you and nothing else.’ we’re no longer working this out tgt can’t you even see? what did you say, you’re not putting me aside for your work. but seriously, planning to work for the whole week and not even meeting up? don’t you think that’s fucking too much? you’re just tryna win. IT’S ALWAYS ABOUT YOU. I have to understand YOUR SITUATION, I have to understand YOUR THOUGHTS, I have to understand YOUR FEELINGS. IT’S YOU YOU YOU AND NOT ONE SINGLE BIT ME. have you ever put yourself into my shoes? WELL I DID PUT MYSELF INTO YOUR SHOES and that’s the reason why I CAN PUT ASIDE ALL MY EGO, MY SELFISHNESS. but you? YOU NEVER WANT TO LISTEN TO ME. IT’S ME WHO HAS TO LISTEN TO YOU. where’s my share of your ear? and do you even notice that you’re like your mum? ppl have to listen to you and understand you. my feelings, my thoughts, my situations, they don’t even matter to you at all. you think that wtv you’re doing is for the best, for the two of us. BUT NO. RIGHT NOW, AT THIS FUCKING INSTANT, IT’S JUST FUCKING TEARING US APART.even when I tell you what’s on my chest and feel that you can try to understand, NOOO YOU DON’T WANT TO LISTEN. I HAVE TO LISTEN TO YOU. you can’t even try want to understand me ONE FUCKING SINGLE BIT. fucking selfish, egoistic you know that? you want to know what’s killing me now? YOU’RE THE ONE THAT’S KILLING ME NOW.